Few more days 3/8/16
I can’t believe we only have 3 more months of the school year. I didn’t believe when my teachers told me that this year was going to the fastest year of my high school. Many of my memories of high school, I will say that, they were made on my senior year. Senior year has been the most stressful year but still the most fun one. There is a time when you just want to give up and just don’t care for school anymore. Although, this year was so far has been pretty hard I wouldn’t change a thing.
Knowing that graduation is not that far away it gets me nervous. My next chapter of my life will begin as soon as I graduate. Even though I’m not going to a big college or university like Bakersfield, Fresno State, Sacramento State, UCLA, UC Merced or UC Davis I’m still nervous. A lot of stuff went on during the school year and I did get off pace and I struggled with school and didn’t finish my assignments on time. Some of these struggles were personal and I let them get in the way. I know that wasn’t right because school comes first.
I don’t need to do a lot of work. I’ve managed to stay on pace as of right now with my class. As of right now I only need to do my Job Shadow. It’s not a lot but I’m nervous about it because it is the last thing I need to do for my graduation.
Being the first one to graduate from my family has put a lot of pressure on me. This is because I want to set a great example for my younger family members and make my parents proud. I know they will attend college later on in life, this way I can tell them how wonderful college is and how you can really become an individual person and not need of anyone.
I’m really looking forward to see how college treats me. I’m thinking going to college here in Tulare. COS in Tulare is mainly about agriculture. Their agriculture program there is really big. After attending COS for 2 years I’m thinking of going to Montana University. I want to go there to see how it goes being so far away from home. If by then I don’t want to go there I’ll be attending Oregon State. There agriculture program is really good as well. I just hope everything in my life goes I say. I know that it might not happen because plans always change.
I’m really happy that I pushed myself at the beginning of the school year. This motivated me to push myself more throughout the year more. Looking back to the beginning of the year I see how much I’ve grown with other people. I wasn’t to talkative at the beginning of the year with a lot of people. Many of these people, I can say, changed me in a way. I’ve learned from them and they have learn from me. I could say we can be friends even after high school. I would like to go back to my freshmen year to change myself even more and to be more successful.
Knowing that graduation is not that far away it gets me nervous. My next chapter of my life will begin as soon as I graduate. Even though I’m not going to a big college or university like Bakersfield, Fresno State, Sacramento State, UCLA, UC Merced or UC Davis I’m still nervous. A lot of stuff went on during the school year and I did get off pace and I struggled with school and didn’t finish my assignments on time. Some of these struggles were personal and I let them get in the way. I know that wasn’t right because school comes first.
I don’t need to do a lot of work. I’ve managed to stay on pace as of right now with my class. As of right now I only need to do my Job Shadow. It’s not a lot but I’m nervous about it because it is the last thing I need to do for my graduation.
Being the first one to graduate from my family has put a lot of pressure on me. This is because I want to set a great example for my younger family members and make my parents proud. I know they will attend college later on in life, this way I can tell them how wonderful college is and how you can really become an individual person and not need of anyone.
I’m really looking forward to see how college treats me. I’m thinking going to college here in Tulare. COS in Tulare is mainly about agriculture. Their agriculture program there is really big. After attending COS for 2 years I’m thinking of going to Montana University. I want to go there to see how it goes being so far away from home. If by then I don’t want to go there I’ll be attending Oregon State. There agriculture program is really good as well. I just hope everything in my life goes I say. I know that it might not happen because plans always change.
I’m really happy that I pushed myself at the beginning of the school year. This motivated me to push myself more throughout the year more. Looking back to the beginning of the year I see how much I’ve grown with other people. I wasn’t to talkative at the beginning of the year with a lot of people. Many of these people, I can say, changed me in a way. I’ve learned from them and they have learn from me. I could say we can be friends even after high school. I would like to go back to my freshmen year to change myself even more and to be more successful.
My life as of right now 2/4/16
Over the winter break I was planning on going to either to Utah or to Mexico. I wanted to go to Utah to visit my great grandmother. My dad had gone earlier in the year to take her there. I haven’t seen her in 2 years. In Mexico, I wanted to go visit my dad’s family. I usually talk on the phone with them, but it is not the same as seeing them in person. I’ve been really missing them lately. I also haven’t seen them in 2 years. All those plans got cancelled because my parents said I couldn’t go by myself to another state or even worse, another country.
Inclusive in my break I went through a very hard time with myself. I wasn’t going out. I would stay in my room or hardly eat anything. I was going through a breakup and I’m still going through it. All I would do is sleep, go to soccer practices, come home, shower, sleep and if i was hungry, eat. I never thought it was going to hit me this hard. He was my high school lover and I thought I was going to be with forever and I still miss him. I was going through depression, never would I think this was going to happen. I had to move on from it.
I really regret not focusing a lot on my school work. I started to get behind on my classes that I have this year, but I also finished some of my that i didn’t get to finish last year. I didn’t want this semester to start like this because I was already too behind and I didn’t want to stress at the end of the year. I don’t want to be like the other seniors in the past that cry in the last few weeks or days because they couldn’t finish a class they needed to go to the college or university that they wanted to.
Knowing that we only have 4 more months of school is really terrifying. At the beginning of the week it was my senior night for soccer and that’s where it hit me that I’m graduating this year. With all the stuff that I still have to do for school and the breaks we have in between it will be too much. I don’t want to be stressed out like I’ve been on the last few days. I want to finish my work ahead of time so I can relax and not worry on the last day of my senior year. I know that working ahead and doing more work, but I know that it will all be worth it at the end.
Unfortunately, school is almost over and I’m happy in a way, but then I don’t want to move on with my life. College will be a big step for me. Becoming a veterinarian has always been a dream to me. Know that I know it can happen I can’t wait for it.
Inclusive in my break I went through a very hard time with myself. I wasn’t going out. I would stay in my room or hardly eat anything. I was going through a breakup and I’m still going through it. All I would do is sleep, go to soccer practices, come home, shower, sleep and if i was hungry, eat. I never thought it was going to hit me this hard. He was my high school lover and I thought I was going to be with forever and I still miss him. I was going through depression, never would I think this was going to happen. I had to move on from it.
I really regret not focusing a lot on my school work. I started to get behind on my classes that I have this year, but I also finished some of my that i didn’t get to finish last year. I didn’t want this semester to start like this because I was already too behind and I didn’t want to stress at the end of the year. I don’t want to be like the other seniors in the past that cry in the last few weeks or days because they couldn’t finish a class they needed to go to the college or university that they wanted to.
Knowing that we only have 4 more months of school is really terrifying. At the beginning of the week it was my senior night for soccer and that’s where it hit me that I’m graduating this year. With all the stuff that I still have to do for school and the breaks we have in between it will be too much. I don’t want to be stressed out like I’ve been on the last few days. I want to finish my work ahead of time so I can relax and not worry on the last day of my senior year. I know that working ahead and doing more work, but I know that it will all be worth it at the end.
Unfortunately, school is almost over and I’m happy in a way, but then I don’t want to move on with my life. College will be a big step for me. Becoming a veterinarian has always been a dream to me. Know that I know it can happen I can’t wait for it.
Changes 1/16/16
With these last past few months not much has changed. Soccer started and I thought I wasn’t going to be able to play because of my grades. I’m still the same with my grades I have caught up a little more but not like I thought I would. We have a few more weeks and this semester will be over and I’m getting scared of not finishing my classes for this semester. I still haven’t finished my spanish class from last year and my US history class as well. I’m almost done with the history class I just need to do one more project. I’m starting to get behind in my senior classes and I don’t want that to affect my pacing or my GPA. For this semester I would want at least a 3.3 because right now I have 3.0. I started applying for colleges and it was pretty stressful. Even though it isn't a big college like UC Davis or Cal Poly like a I wanted it to be still is a big step for me. I applied to PC earlier this november and it seemed pretty scary knowing that I will be going to college after second semester is over. I want to go to COS in Tulare because they have a better agriculture program and after I’m done I would like to transfer to Cal Poly.
Being a veterinarian has a always interested me ever since I was younger. This medical field has always had a challenging way with the animals because their is not of people involved with it or in it. There is always animals in need and the more people get involve with it the more help the animals can get.
The senior project has been hard for me since the beginning of the year. I don’t get the point of doing this but it seems fun because I can go back to this and see what I did my senior year. I would of thought that my senior year would be a little more different than what it is now. For me this year is going on by to fast, but for some days the days go by slow. Some classes go by really slow and that makes the day go by so slow. Some of them go by really fast and the day feel so short.
Trying to be on pace has been really hard. Now that soccer has officially started it is somewhat hard. Having a game every other day and having to go to practice and coming home to do work. Sometimes I’m really tired I don’t want to do anything but sleep. Other times I don’t have anything to do and I will start my homework but not finish it.
Being a veterinarian has a always interested me ever since I was younger. This medical field has always had a challenging way with the animals because their is not of people involved with it or in it. There is always animals in need and the more people get involve with it the more help the animals can get.
The senior project has been hard for me since the beginning of the year. I don’t get the point of doing this but it seems fun because I can go back to this and see what I did my senior year. I would of thought that my senior year would be a little more different than what it is now. For me this year is going on by to fast, but for some days the days go by slow. Some classes go by really slow and that makes the day go by so slow. Some of them go by really fast and the day feel so short.
Trying to be on pace has been really hard. Now that soccer has officially started it is somewhat hard. Having a game every other day and having to go to practice and coming home to do work. Sometimes I’m really tired I don’t want to do anything but sleep. Other times I don’t have anything to do and I will start my homework but not finish it.
The Beginning of a New Year 11/13/15
These past few weeks have been really scary and exciting. Knowing that I’m going to graduate this year. I want it to be the best year of high school, since that’s what everyone says. There has been a lot of changes here, like we had 24 new teachers and our new principal Ms. Rocha. For me it’s pretty hard because i don’t know a lot of the staff here at high school and it makes things complicated. Like this year we have a new agriculture teacher and she is really helpful but sometimes I miss my old agriculture teacher.
Starting off the year behind affects me so much already, that I don’t want to be more. I want to attend a big university not a same college. The universities I had in mind are UC Davis, Cal Poly, and Cal State Monterey Bay. Meanwhile, the grades that I have now aren’t going to take me there. I don’t like being behind pace but I also don’t like asking for help. This year I don’t want to behind because i won’t be able to graduate. Becoming a veterinarian has always interest me and helping out animals. I don’t want to be a normal vet that stays in a office all day, I want to be a farm veterinarian. I want to be able to travel the world to help out farm animals and I’ve also been thinking of maybe becoming a wild animal veterinarian, because a lot of them don’t get enough help and they die.
Ever since freshmen year I played soccer. I like playing the sport because it distracts me from other stuff I have on my mind and I can also make lots of friends. My sophomore year was really hard on me. My grandfather had passed away and I wouldn’t came to school for a while and that cost me to fall behind paced. I couldn’t play soccer for my second semester. I have also been part of FFA for four years and I love that club. We get to compete with other members from other schools. I have been an officer for two years, my sophomore year and my senior year. This can help me a lot on my future when I become a veterinarian. Another club i signed on this year was key club. It looks very interesting because we help a lot with the community. Right now what is coming up is the blood drive and I want to help in that. I can’t donate blood because I’m not in good health right now.
I haven’t started on my senior project and I know that I have to. I don’t want to do it in the last minute like I always do. Like that I’ll get more nervous than what I already am. The career that I will research will be veterinary. This can help me out later in life if I really want to be a veterinarian or something else with animals. Right now I am very interested in helping the animals. This is because their is always more and more animals without care and not enough people to help them out.
Starting off the year behind affects me so much already, that I don’t want to be more. I want to attend a big university not a same college. The universities I had in mind are UC Davis, Cal Poly, and Cal State Monterey Bay. Meanwhile, the grades that I have now aren’t going to take me there. I don’t like being behind pace but I also don’t like asking for help. This year I don’t want to behind because i won’t be able to graduate. Becoming a veterinarian has always interest me and helping out animals. I don’t want to be a normal vet that stays in a office all day, I want to be a farm veterinarian. I want to be able to travel the world to help out farm animals and I’ve also been thinking of maybe becoming a wild animal veterinarian, because a lot of them don’t get enough help and they die.
Ever since freshmen year I played soccer. I like playing the sport because it distracts me from other stuff I have on my mind and I can also make lots of friends. My sophomore year was really hard on me. My grandfather had passed away and I wouldn’t came to school for a while and that cost me to fall behind paced. I couldn’t play soccer for my second semester. I have also been part of FFA for four years and I love that club. We get to compete with other members from other schools. I have been an officer for two years, my sophomore year and my senior year. This can help me a lot on my future when I become a veterinarian. Another club i signed on this year was key club. It looks very interesting because we help a lot with the community. Right now what is coming up is the blood drive and I want to help in that. I can’t donate blood because I’m not in good health right now.
I haven’t started on my senior project and I know that I have to. I don’t want to do it in the last minute like I always do. Like that I’ll get more nervous than what I already am. The career that I will research will be veterinary. This can help me out later in life if I really want to be a veterinarian or something else with animals. Right now I am very interested in helping the animals. This is because their is always more and more animals without care and not enough people to help them out.